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My Soul Is Full of Troubles
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Even when the prayer ends in the dark, the One you cried out to is still listening.
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O Lord God of my salvation, I have cried day and night before You. Let my prayer come before You; Incline Your ear to my cry. For my soul is full of troubles, And my life draws near to the grave. I am counted among those who go down to the pit; I am like a man who has no strength— Free among the dead, Like the slain who lie in the grave, Whom You remember no more, And they are cut off from Your hand. You have laid me in the lowest pit, In darkness, in the deeps. Your wrath lies heavy upon me, And You have afflicted me with all Your waves. Selah. You have put my acquaintances far from me; You have made me an abomination to them. I am shut in, and I cannot come forth. My eye wastes away because of affliction; Lord, I have called daily upon You; I have stretched out my hands to You. Will You show wonders to the dead? Shall the dead rise up and praise You? Selah. Shall Your lovingkindness be declared in the grave? Or Your faithfulness in destruction? Shall Your wonders be known in the dark, And Your righteousness in the land of forgetfulness? But to You I have cried, O Lord, And in the morning my prayer comes before You. Lord, why do You cast off my soul? Why do You hide Your face from me? I am afflicted and ready to die from my youth; While I suffer Your terrors I am distracted. Your fierce wrath goes over me; Your terrors have cut me off. They come round about me daily like water; They surround me together. Lover and friend You have put far from me, And my acquaintances into darkness.
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Psalm 88: My Soul Is Full of Troubles
When you need to remember — that You're still my Shepherd.
What's Going On…
There are stretches no one wants to write a devotion about. The kind where prayers come out and nothing comes back. Where loneliness is real — friends really do feel far, the room really does feel dark, and your body has been in this for so long that hope has stopped speaking up.
You are not looking for answers. You are looking for proof that you can be honest about being in the pit and still call it prayer.
What It Means
This cry does something almost no one has the guts to do — it ends in the dark. There is no turn. There is no "but God" line that resolves it. There is just a long, honest, unedited cry from someone who has been suffering for years and is bringing the whole thing to God anyway.
"O Lord God of my salvation, I have cried day and night before You... my soul is full of troubles." He uses pit and grave imagery: "You have laid me in the lowest pit, in darkness, in the deeps. Your wrath lies heavy upon me." He names the abandonment of friends: "You have put my acquaintances far from me." He asks brutal questions: "Will You show wonders to the dead? Shall the dead rise up and praise You?" Then the question that exposes the depth: "Lord, why do You cast off my soul? Why do You hide Your face from me?"
The closing line of the prayer is the most honest in Scripture: "Lover and friend You have put far from me, and my acquaintances into darkness." That is where the prayer stops. No bow on it. The reason this is in the canon — the reason God preserved it — is that there are people whose chapters end exactly there. He did not edit out their voice. He let it stand, so that anyone in that valley would know: this counts as faith.
Right Here, Right Now
• Right now, say one unedited sentence to God about where you feel forsaken — with no requirement to resolve it.
• Write this down: "What have I been hiding from God because I thought it was too dark to bring?"
• Repeat this line when the pit feels permanent: "I have called daily upon You; I have stretched out my hands to You."
Selah
Stop. Breathe. Let the silence be silence without filling it, then tell Him exactly where you feel hidden and forgotten — out loud if you can.
Prayer
God of my salvation, I have cried day and night, and the answer has not come yet.
My soul is full of troubles, and I am tired of pretending it is anything else.
You have not stopped me from speaking, even when nothing I say seems to lift the weight.
I do not have a clean ending for this prayer — just hands stretched out to You in the dark.
Hear me anyway. Stay close even when I cannot feel You.
You're still my Shepherd.
Stay Strong
Even when the prayer ends in the dark, the One you cried out to is still listening.
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